RiverOfDeciet:

Mlagunas:

RiverOfDeciet:

I hope my friends die... 

What happened?

 

You know when you're supposed to be going out with friends and stuff, then at the last minute it gets cancelled, and you're the last to know... so you've got ready for absolutely nothing. Well, it happens alot with to me, I'm sick of it. Plus lots of other stuff, it's annoying. Makes me feel like I'm TRYING to be friends with people who don't care anymore, so from now on I'm not going to bother with anybody.

 

 

 

I've got two friends in particular who are like that, been like that as long as I've know them. I just accept the fact that is the way they are. I let them call me. I think everyone has a couple of friends like that. You love hanging out with them but it's not worth your effort to make it happen. It takes a little while to find out who your true friends are.

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"You call me a dog, well that's fair enough...there ain't no use to pretend your wrong"

i love life cereal

life cereal is the shit

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Body Evolution

I love Buffalo Wings!

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Life is tough but I like it.  If its not tough for you physically then it will be at least mentally for you at some point and oftentimes they are related.  Nobody has ever been completely without struggle.  You have to react.

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"The act of defending any of the cardinal virtues has today all the exhilaration of a vice."

"Over-civilization and barbarism are within an inch of each other. And a mark of both is the power of medicine-men."

I love my life, and I have recently decided to change a lot of things, not that I wasn't happy though.  I am taking a new direction in school, I am now doing a medical billing and coding certification, along with my business degree, which I plan on going even farther with to get a good job at a hospital.  I am eating better, and exercise, and saving more money, because I can't wait to move out and get married.  I also am taking a more positive outlook of my job, because two weeks ago I was about to walk out.

 and I noticed a lot of people mentioning problems with friends, and I have to say one of the smartest decisions I made was giving up all of my friends.  I have not hung out with a single person I went to high school with since the day I graduated, and I am very happy I did it.  If I want female companionship,  I either go out with my sister in law or someone from work.  I don't get too attached because, well, people suck. 

^ I honestly think that just distancing yourself from certain people/friends eliminates so much stress from your life. Since I gave up most of my friends..I must say, I've never been happier.

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Body Evolution

I have to say, i do agree with you guys. I have let go a lot of my friends. Friends, to me, really brought me a lot of problems. When i graduated from 8th grade..i felt so relaxed. I no longer had all of them just knowing everything about you and telling others that didn't know yet. I am in highschool now..but i don't get attached to people..at all..im in an all girls school. I'm not bi*** to people..unless they do something to me..then we got problems. but other than that..I talk to them..and im nice to them..but.. i don't trust people..why would i trust someone with personal information that could easily be used agianst me sooner or later..idk thats just the way I feel

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Well I'm going to be getting ready to go into college soon and I don't need the added drama of everyone else's life. I often find the people who professed to be my friends..were essentially the ones holding back.

Since then, I've learned who I am..without them. Its cool now though because I can focus on me and my future.

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Body Evolution

I usually don't like hanging out with people, but I've got a group of guys who are like family to me. I'm not their type, and they're not mine, so we can just hang out without it being awkward. I really couldn't imagine not having someone like them, I know I'm lucky as hell to have a group of people who aren't fake and all.

Right now my life owns. I'm happy, my previous problem shouldn't mess me up for another month and a half-ish (or hopefully never again), one of my previous enemies is now laughing at my jokes and occasionally commenting, someone who thought I was like some kind of satanic freak before got to know me and is now another fan of my sense of humor, I've got 22 cans of Diet Dr Pepper left, I've got my bass and I fixed it's humming problem earlier, and everything's just great here.

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HiP QWNS

I was real close with a group of guys too Creep. They were my boys. Infact I've never really had a female friend  haha But I am natural loner and I enjoy being by myself.

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Body Evolution

Thats good because some people say that girls and guys can't be friends because their's always a sexual attraction..I think it all depends on the people

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Well..

 

I'm in college, for Art education. I love to read, play guitar, play video games and draw/paint.

Thus, baring any homework thats all I do. So when it comes down to "Shitty" times with having to do work, I look back on the semester and realize I have only enjoyed myself and a little bit of work is no big deal and I shouldn't worry at all.

I must say, my life is pretty friggen awesome at the moment.

 

except my "love" life. That exists in the books I read, the music I play and the art I create. Sometimes I wish I a girlfriend, :-/ 

No big deal though, I'm sure one will come along, or so one can hope.
 

Our lives (Lindsey and I) are mixed.

On a personally level our lives are amazing. I love Lindsey to death, she is my best fiend on the planet, I get to ride my bike to work each day, we have our health, I love my job, the weather here rules, we live in a fabulous place with parks everywhere. We can get our groceries, Jamba juice, haircut, breakfast, coffee all within the same shopping center 2 minutes from where we live. Our Sharks are in the playoffs, Obama is in the lead, etc...

But.....

From living in DC for so long (before moving to Cali) I've gotten to know way way too much info on the state of the nation and because Lindsey and I have been together for 3 plus years now she knows the deal and sometimes we feel very nervous and anxious about short term and long term life in America.

 Sooooooo many Americans lives are about to be negatively impacted and even worse, the fact that they don't even know it's coming makes it worse and sometimes I wish I had a huge megaphone to warn everyone of what's coming around the corner.

I wonder if it's better to know what's going to happen or to be oblivious like most.

 

 

 

 

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Those that give up freedom for security deserve neither.

Ben Franklin

Oblivious.

Sleep deprivation sucks. 

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"For every star is formed in fire, and so it goes for you. And every face along your path, sees your heart is true." DuVall/Constantine