Death date?

Is that a threat?!

Well, been waiting on it most of my life.

Had a secret prayer to Jesus that I not live past 25...

Didnt come through.

Drinking away the pain since 12.

Used to cut myself, but too chicken shit to go through with it.

I think my twin did that as well.

Are you angry?

If so, why?

I think you are mistaken!!!!!!!

I know I have been angry most of my life.  Hurt really.

Especially over something that happened in 1986.

Never got over it.

I love animals.  Been a vegetarian for like 25 years.

But I am allergic to cats.

By the way, 

I never heard any AIC songs or knew anything much about them until 2006.  June.

Something kept me away.

VERY strange indeed!  But real!

Anything else youd like to share?

Im awake now...And I HATE IT!

Expiration date, it is an unfortunate reality of the human condition,  we all have them. If you are new to AIC like you said, see FROGS on Tripod, maybe the reference will make more sense, actually kind of  fits in with the creepy lyrics subject here.

We have something in common, we are allergic to cats, although my allergy has somewhat waned over the years. If you want a tete-a-tete, I'm game, use the private message system. Peace. 

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RIP Layne. The music lives on..........

Not unfortunate for me.

Living is.

Not much time to talk...people here.

Dont know how do message things or do much online.

Never had a real online thing until this year.

Have some spirits with me.  Some good And some not.

Keep me in chains.

Like Paul.

Do you know him?

I LOVED my twin.

Got taken from me.

Confused and dont understand.

I will most likely drink myself to death if something doesnt change.  Im ok with it.

Nothing AIC makes sense to me.

But then again, I just started listening.  2006.

Something didnt want me to.  And is still with me.

Want it gone.

Dont know how to get rid of it.

If you know how...Tell me.  Its VERY strong.

I am just a little girl really.

Very broken.

You can email me.

I have not much to hide.

Peace to you as well.

My email is on my profile....

Get back if you wish....

FROGS...

Expiration date.

Dont know if its refering to a death date or hes giving someone...His girlfriend... A time frame to come back or hes gonna move on.  Try to.

Kinda poisionous.

I wonder if he was into practicing magic?

Its all pretty creepy indeed!

Alright, me and Nuts have successfully navigated the PM system.

Back to the thread, from Sickman, I offer:

What the hell am I?
Thousand eyes, a fly
Lucky then I'd be
In one day deceased

Sickman, sickman, sickman

I can feel the wheel, but I can't steer
When my thoughts become my biggest fear

Ah, what's the difference, I'll die
In this sick world of mine

 

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RIP Layne. The music lives on..........

KyleW:

hey jess...i like that song too, and i like to pick the lyrics apart on most tool songs and study em...haha. to me that song is a metaphor for molestation/rape and how people eventually seek empathy in performing the sick evil acts to which they fell victim. the cycle of abuse..."i’ve come round full circle, my lamb and martyr...".  pretty powerful song.

You're about spot on. I think though Maynard said it was about child abuse to be more specific. But it defenately has imo, some of the best lyrics ever written. Aenima is another great song.

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"Certainly, I've already sacrificed your ancestors on my altar. My English forefathers just bred out the rest of your tribe. While I run around wearing my cape, I'm stomping on the ashes of your heritage."
http://xuchil-paba. livejournal. com/

Hey C. Stix,

Youz A real funny boy!

Remember... Im not on here to make friends...

But I may play a bit nicer. 

Anything else?

Got lots of stories about flies!

I seem to attract them!  HA!

Lots of eye stories too!

Whatcha got?

See ya Steeler...

Theres a song called I *** blood (cant remember the band right now >_< ) The title alone creeps me out a bit

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sludge factor has some really weird lyrics i also think pretty much the whole song frogs is creepy.

What does friend mean to you?
A word so wrongfully abused
Are you like me, confused
All included but you
Alone…

The sounds of silence often soothe
Shapes and colors shift with mood
Pupils widen and change their hue
Rapid brown avoid clear blue

Why's it have to be this way
Be this way

Flowers watched through wide
Brown eyes
A child sings an unclaimed tune
Innocence spins cold cocoon
Grow to see the pain too

creepy and haunting there best song... and then the ending of that song

7 am on a Tuesday, in August ...
Next week I'll turn 28...
I'm still young, it'll be me...
Off the wall I scrape... you...
I gotta wait... Show me Your Irate
To cause this wake, Its my fate.
They.....They...Never going to fuck
with me again... My own clean slate... Don't fuck with me again...
I just want to go straight
through you....
Irate

genius

KyleW:

prison sex by tool...

"i have found some type of temporary sanity in this shit, blood, and c um on my hands"

 

 This is exactly what I was going to quote!!!  Can't get any more ewwwwwww than that!

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Necromancing slave from the sky

Stalker extraodinaire!!!

ymsml/ilyfe

Grind

Sure to play a part, so you love the game
And in truth your lies become one and same, yeah
I could set you free, rather hear the sound
Of your body breaking as I take you down, yeah

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RIP Layne. The music lives on..........

NOT in this lifetime brother...

Kiss!

These lyrics always give a chill over my spine. Though I love them!

Alice in Chains - Dirt 

I Have Never Felt Such Frustration
Or Lack Of Self Control
I Want You To Kill Me
And Dig Me Under, I Wanna Live No More

One Who Doesn't Care Is One Who Shouldn't Be
I've Tried To Hide Myself From What Is
Wrong For Me, For Me

I Want To Taste Dirty, A Stinging Pistol
In My Mouth, On My Tongue
I Want You To Scrape Me From The Walls
And Go Crazy Like You've Made Me

You, You Are So Special
You Have The Talent To
Make Me Feel Like Dirt
And You, You Use Your
Talent To Dig Me Under
And Cover Me With Dirt

Also, the other day I let my mum listen to the song "would" she busted out in tears. Heavy stuff for sure.

This piece of the song Real Thing also seems creepy.

"I grew up, went into rehab
You know the doctors never did me no good
They said son you're gonna be a new man
I said thank you very much and
Can I borrow fifty bucks?"

~Ofcourse 50 bucks is for heroin.

 

^ LOVE "Dirt" *bows*

Creepy...

"Then a demon came to him 

You must know I'm gonna win"

(Lifeless dead - Mad Season) 

.

"The eagle picks my eye

The worm he licks me bone

Full so suicidal

Just like Dylan's Mr. Jones

Lonely

Wanna die

If I ain't dead already

Oh girl you know the reason why"

(Yer Blues - The Beatles) 

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~ I've tried to hide myself from what is wrong for me ~

http://laynestaley.forumotion.com

I LOVE FROGS...it reminds me of like a storm or nighttime in ur car in the city and your freaked out about being shot (cincy for ya) I would listen to this going to northside and OMG it would be like 12 am...yea its trippy so its the begining of the doors song...uhh..riders on the storm...alsome song too... the best part of frogs is when layne says dont fuck with me again...its chilling..not creepy but whoa... creepy I dont know if AIC was ever creepy....havent had any freak me out..the messages of heroin and death and all freak me out more..like he forshadowed his own demise... and 50 bucks is heroin where?? hell they come in 10's and 20's and tires ( which is 150 bucks) who the hell gets a 50? 1/4 gram or what?

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*what in gods name have you done??
Stick your arm for some real fun!****