I have nothing interesting to say today.........this should probably be in the pessimistic topic, but I'd rather bitch and moan in here!!!!
For almost a year I have had this huge knotty thing in my lower back. It has been causing constant pain and I went to three different doctors, who told me that it was a tumor, a cyst, and muscle spasms. Their only cure was to give me painkillers and muscle relaxers. Finally I tried a new doctor who gave me x-rays of my hips and an ultrasound, both came up with nothing. Sometimes the pain goes away for a couple of months and then comes back with a vengeance. I have knots all over my back and they pull on my shoulders, especially working in retail...so yesterday I went to get a deep tissue massage and she told me that my back was the worst she'd ever experienced in a client..esp for a 26 year old. So she's doing pressure point therapy around my spine and asks if I have ever been diagnosed with scoliosis. I told her no, and she says that I have a slight curve in my spine with two discs out of place, that could be herniated. She wonders why all four docs have never given me an x-ray on my spine and says to go right away. After a year of all this shit, my massage therapist figures it out....duh!!!!!!
So today I woke up with bruises, but my back feels a lot better..........
Work sucks and I want to go home.
End of bitch and moan.
But at least I have some idea of what might be causing the pain.
A tumor....reeeaaally????
I guess anyone can be a doctor in the US.
I'm not fine, fuck pretending.
