I always assumed this had something to do with the AA/NA stuff he got from treatment. I think I went into a long description of this in another thread.
Pink cloud has now turned to grey (sobriety is beginning to suck)
All that I want is to play (I want to use)
Get on your knees, time to pray (Ask your higher power to relieve you of the obsession to drink/use)
I own a timeshare in La-La Land.